Mornings

Lately I look forward to sleep since it is the only time in which I get away from the anxiety yet I hate the fact that I do look forward to it since it is avoiding the problem. I wake up remembering dreams vividly and have a hard time when my eyes first open. I know that I am in for another rough day. I have been reading the bible at night and only at night but I have a need to constantly read the bible. Starting today I will not restrict myself to a set time but read the bible whenever my soul longs for the scripture.

The scary thoughts and uneasiness has rolled over to today. From the start I am having a difficult time. "Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life?" Matthew 6:27. I do not have an extensive amount of verses memorized but by memorizing one a day it will be a start and when anxiety strikes I will strike back.

Today's bible verses:

Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. - Philippians 4:6-7