Monday, April 19, 2010

Medicine for a broken soul

Why should the devil have all the good music? Being a dj I have come across a lot of music yet nothing compares to worship songs. I have been away from Christian music for so long and it feels wonderful to listen to it once more. Currently a few favorites of mine is David Crowder Band - How he loves and MercyMe - Bring the Rain.

Yesterday I got in a car accident and now I am without my car. On top of this I have a cold. As if anxiety was not bad enough however I know that God will never give me anything I can not handle. For that I am ever grateful. I continue to try and not worry Matthew 6: 27 Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life. It is a daily struggle to present God with my worries and know that He is in control. I will continue to pray that I fully rely on God rather than partially.
Slowly I have come to realize that my social skills have decreased. I hope that just as I had slowly lost my social skills I will slowly regain them as the days go on. This may sound insignificant but I feel it a huge burden. We are social creatures and thrive on the company of others.
I find myself questioning myself when I feel happy or not anxious. Why do I do this? It is so negative. I must stop this!

Today's verse: I lift my eyes to the mountain - where does my help come from? My help comes from the Lord, the Maker of heaven and earth - Psalm 121:1-2


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